Misty

Why would I ever let anyone get close to me ever again? My day was pretty sweet, but it was kind of a bummer too. Maybe it was my sweatshirt? Or my RDA assignment that I was unable to hand in? Or my social psych class project I'm finding difficult to contribute to? Or the handful of girls I'm attracted to but haven't even the courage to approach? Whatever it is, likely a combination of these things, I'm ready to give up on love and affection and it makes me very sad. To never be held again, to never be touched lovingly.